Friday, December 26, 2008

The Puzzle Of Happiness 1 (^_^)


Feels like typing. Though i failed to meet my expectation on my academic result but i just dunno why i felt more motivated and presumably more happy than ever. My parent seems sad about my performance but still they pat on my back n said try again this semester n let bygones be bygones. So my puzzle of happiness revolts around my imagination, my close friends, my even closer friend (1 only), my computer and the television. But now the happiness in me is brimming out brightly as it never was. I remembered myself 1-2 years back as a dull, gloomy, fake person with fake smile and fake laughter, like an actor on a stage. But the stage is set on the stage of life not a comedian, not a romeo and juliet fiction. But atlast now im able to smile, laugh truthfully, honestly without acting in this stage of life.

The 1st Piece

Hello.. This is my first day writing a blog i guess. And it would be my first post in the blogging community. Come to think of it i liked writing. In my school days (16-17 years of age) i were totally addicted to write stories that was captured by my own imagination. Most are inspired by songs, sports (especially football), love, f antasy and etc. By doing this i can stretch out my imagination and imprinted it on a piece of paper and by doing so i can read and admire my own work myself tho hohoho. But still im a normal person as well. Sometimes dream stay just as a dream even though it was imprinted in a piece of paper still it cannot be imprinted in your life. Me i need to work hard as for now, because academically i had failed to sustain or mantain my performance. There are alot of things going on here and there in my life. Im totally messed up. I sometimes think dat it had crumbled towards the bottom. But still i need to pile it up putting pieces of my life puzzle back together from the start i guess. So starting from today onwards i made a step forward or i put my first pieces of my life puzzle back together.